11.12 dreamt i stuck at a huge party in the middle of nowhere and everyone there - my friends and family - hated me

11.11 this is real - my neighbor gave me a frozen whole chicken? i'm a vegetarian, he gave it to me for my dog. anyway i don't like it, i've never cooked a whole bird and it seems like a big task to cook and get the meat off of it. it's in my freezer and sunday night i dreamt i put it in my fridge to defrost and it oozed its chicken juices allll over my fridge, and i was like everything is covered in salmonella. the chicken looked gross and naked but also too much like a thing that used to be alive. woke up and i was like i need to get this thing out of my house, i feel like i have a dead body in the fridge lol.

10.10 dreamt i drank alcohol. circumstances are fuzzy, i was at a bar or something. alex was there. it wasn't even good alcohol (dirty martini), it was like two beers or something. was instantly mad at myself. 

9.29 Dreamt my big toe nail was falling off. I have not encountered toe nail problems in running. My brain basically spun a big “what could go wrong with marathon” wheel and fed me a random stress dream. I WILL NOT BE DISMAYED

9.16 i have had this dream several times. i'm at a restaurant with all of my friends feeling so happy and excited, and then i'm like, wow, it's so crazy that all of my friends are here, for what occasion have all of my friends gathered? and then there is a sort of hush and it becomes obvious that something else is going on, and then i realize that everyone has gathered because someone is about to propose to me and i want to say no and i'm offended that this is happening at all but then i'm like oh maybe it's nice and all my friends are here so i have to say yes and i start getting really scared but i feel sort of resigned about saying yes and i'm trying to be positive and then the dream ends 

9.10 for many reasons, i cannot publicly record my dreams

8.19 dreamt last night that i was reading pamela. LIZ had a dream that they added an additional race to the 9+1 and i was no longer qualified for the nyc marathon lol lol

8.16 dreamt last night that i went to the grocery store & they didn't have diamond crystal kosher salt but they did have mortons and then i was like: but then i'd really have to think before i salted my food because i'm so used to diamond crystal kosher & morton's is saltier....then i woke up

??? dreamt i compared alex to pol pot and he got mad at me. had to confirm irl that this didn't actually happen